DATE: August
2007
AUTHOR: LosingInTranslation (aka Jennifer, losingntrnslatn)
TITLE: Z-Pack,
Flexeril & Sara
DISCLAIMER: Don’t own anything associated with the show…
I just like playing with the characters in it from time to time. Dance Monkeys!
Dance!
RATING: T – For Teen (for mature subject matter, and a little
language)
PAIRINGS: GSR
SPOILERS: Sort of a Post Ep for
TGTB&TD, but really a sequel to Silence, NV
SUMMARY: Grissom is trying desperately to sort through the problems
of his relationship with Sara, and quickly learns that Silence isn't their only
problem. Sequel to Silence, NV
A/N: I never intended to write any more for this era, but there
were so many readers looking for more to this story that I felt compelled to
finish it off in a more satisfying way. I hope this will live up to your
expectations. I will warn you, however...I'm gonna
make them work for it.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS: My betas are beyond awesome, but the real
credit behind this fic goes to the readers,
and one reader in particular over at YTDAW. Thanks to the gentle and constant
nudging by her, and few others, this story finally managed to take over my
brain.
REVIEWS: Reviews are the way I know if people are enjoying the
work or not. So, if you leave one, THANKS! And if not, I hope you found at
least a little something to brighten your day, and thanks for taking the time
to read.
Z-Pack, Flexeril & Sara
aaaaaaaAAAAACHOOOOO!
As soon
as his vision cleared from the last sneeze, Grissom grabbed another tissue from
his pocket and continued driving to the scene as he tried to keep the dripping
at bay. In one way or another, he had been fighting the same cold ever since
his sabbatical. And then, just as now, he was fighting a losing battle…alone.
The meals
after their shifts helped, and so did the evening walks with the dog, but more
than ever, he found that he missed her, wanted her, needed her more than
anything else in his life. However, what he had was only what he deserved; a
nasty head cold, a sore back from sleeping on Brass’ couch, and an ache in his
heart caused by the fear that it may be all he would ever have again.
Before he
had a chance to fall too far into his worry and despair, his traveling
companion spoke up from the passenger seat of the
He drew
in a calming breath, hoping it would hide the melancholy in his spirit, and
prepared to answer his youngest CSI’s question.
“Because the scene is on a trail in a state recreation area,
and because, believe it or not, Overton is within the Las Vegas Metropolitan
Police Department’s jurisdiction.”
Greg
nodded his head as he went back to staring out at the landscape. “Got it.”
Just when
he thought the conversation was over, the young man began to fidget in his
seat, and Grissom knew there would be more. “But why are we handling a traffic
case?” Immediately recognizing the irritation on his face, Greg back-pedaled
and corrected himself. “Not me. I meant…how come you’re taking a traffic fatality call?”
Fortunately,
the annoyed look he shot in the direction of the passenger seat was enough to
silence any further questions. The problem was that the question was already
rolling through his decongestant addled brain. Why was he taking a traffic call?
He knew
the answer to that riddle. In the last few weeks, he had done everything in his
power to keep from dwelling on the fact that he and Sara were separated, and he
was afraid. Afraid of losing her, afraid of getting too close, afraid that his
carefully composed façade would finally break and he would throw caution to the
wind, take her into his arms and promise her anything to keep her in his life,
right in the middle of the lab, if he spent any time at all in her proximity.
In short,
he was taking any call that he could to keep himself out of the lab and away
from her during their shifts. A drive out past Moapa was the perfect choice to
keep him out all night.
His plan
was working perfectly as he and Greg slowly processed the messy accident scene
on the Bitter Springs Trail, all the way until dawn. What he had not counted on
was the fact that someone else would have to cover the overflow cases while he
was out of town, which meant that Sara would have to skip their morning meal
together.
As he
trudged behind an anxious Bruno, tugging at his leash, Grissom felt the bitter
taste of defeat. There was no phone call waiting for him when he returned from
Overton, just a sticky note on his computer saying; Out
‘til noon, walk the dog, bagels in fridge. It had been so impersonal, so
abrupt, and did nothing to soothe his frazzled spirit. While he waited for
Bruno to finish his business, he blew his nose and realized that his mood was
not entirely based on Sara’s absence, and that he should probably see the
doctor about his stubborn cold.
Grissom
was beginning to believe that the fates were conspiring against him as he drove
out to the Dead Horse Trail for their latest pickup case. Nick was sulking in
the back seat because he had to go out with the senior CSIs,
instead of getting his own case, and Catherine was smacking her gum in the
passenger seat as they barreled down the road.
When he
noticed Catherine begin to fidget in her seat, Gil knew that things were about
to get worse. She reached onto the dash and found the blister pack he had
carelessly tossed up there after his doctor’s appointment that afternoon.
She held
up the item and frowned, “Ya know…this stuff doesn’t
work if you don’t take it, Gil?” Catherine reached back and grabbed one of the
water bottles from the cooler, twisted off the cap, and then popped the first
pill through the foil of the blister pack. As she handed them to him, she
reached out and held the steering wheel steady so that he could take the pill.
Handing
the water back to her, he said, “Thank you.”
She
shrugged and leaned back into her seat again. “I just can’t believe you went so
long before seeing the damn doctor. You’ve been sniffling around the lab for
weeks now. And I don’t really think you ever killed that cold from your little
vacation on the ice flows.”
“It was
not a vacation. It was a sabbatical so that I could teach, and
Catherine,
ever on the ball when it came to busting his chops, snorted, “Want some cheese
with that?”
Grissom
simply kept his tongue. If there was one thing he had learned during the course
of their unlikely friendship, it was that Catherine thrived on sniping at
people, and answering her would only feed the fires. His plan was to suffer in
silence for the rest of their drive, but even that was not going to be possible
with her in the car.
She
flipped the box over and read the label. When she finally understood what it
was he was taking she exclaimed, “Dammit, Gil! Are
you contagious, or something?”
He was
shocked by her outburst and asked, “What are you talking about?”
“You’re
taking antibiotics… What’ve you got, and why the hell did you
get in a confined space with me?!” Catherine was turning red with her
question and he was at a complete loss as to how to answer her.
“Don’t
get your panties in such a bunch… It’s just a sinus infection, Cath.” Nick’s
solemn voice answered her rant from the backseat, and then he added, “No drama
necessary.”
Immediately
whipping around to catch sight of Nick, Catherine was obviously shocked at his
answer. From the rear view mirror, Grissom watched the fear fall over Nick’s
face when he realized that he would have to explain how he had come by that
information. “What?” His first instinct was to play it off.
“Are you gonna tell me how it is you know that? Did you get an MD
when I wasn’t looking, or what?” Catherine never made anything that easy, and
Nick was going to have to come up with something better than that. Grissom
became worried that he would fail, because Nick was simply not capable of
lying.
“Gimme a break, Cath… The man’s
been sniffling off and on for more than a month now, if it was somethin’ contagious, the rest of CSI would’ve already
gotten sick.” Grissom began to relax with Nick’s explanation. “Besides, just
listen to him. If that ain’t a sinus infection, I
don’t know what is.” The part that Nick deliberately left out was that he
probably found out about his boss’ health from Sara. Gil knew that she was
spending a lot of time over at Nick’s since they began their separation.
Satisfied
with his answer, Catherine went back to brow beating Gil about how badly he was
taking care of himself, and once again telling him just how much he needed a
woman in his life. What he could never tell her was just how much he agreed
with her, or how much he wished that woman could forgive him, and that she
would ask him to come home. Instead, he took all of Catherine’s abuse, in some
bizarre act of penance, because he felt like he might have deserved all of the
hell she had to dish out. And based on the silence from the backseat, Gil
assumed that Nick was in agreement with his position.
Grissom
used the opportunity of Catherine’s unending tirade about the way he was
wasting his life to think of all the ways he really had wasted his life. His
entire life had been about the search for knowledge, but it was also about running
away from the simple truths of life.
He knew
that to truly live, one must share their experiences and their souls with
others, but he was always far too afraid to take that final step. Opening
himself up to others also meant that he was allowing himself to be hurt again,
to feel the pain of loss, to know the pain of…silence. And that was how he
knew; he knew how much pain he caused for someone else with his silence. He
knew that he needed to fix that part of himself that allowed him to isolate
everything and everyone from his feelings. He wanted to find a way to open up,
to trust, to be able to talk. He needed to do all of
those things, and he needed to do them with Sara. He wanted to do them for Sara.
The only
problem with that theory…there was just never enough time.
On two
occasions he managed to get away in time to meet her for breakfast after their
shift, but he was sneezing and coughing so badly, that Sara instantly
instructed him to see a doctor. However, his stubbornness about his physical
health had changed very little over the years, despite the consequences, and he
waited until it became totally unbearable before seeking professional
assistance. By the time he saw a doctor, his cold had become a raging sinus
infection, and the doctor was concerned that the congestion and resulting
infection could have eventually damaged his hearing in the process.
Feeling
unbelievably foolish about the whole thing, he only told Sara about the sinus
infection, and left out the warnings about the congestion and the possibility
of damage to his hearing. Not only was he protecting his dignity, he was also
protecting Sara from feeling any guilt. He wanted to win her back at all costs;
all costs but that one. Grissom was not about to resort to guilt or dirty
tricks. She deserved better than that, even if the cost was his exile to a
world of perpetual silence.
When he
listened to Sara that day in the townhouse, he realized just how much silence
had affected his life, and how much his life was damaged by it. With his
father’s death, he was plunged into a vacuum of silence at home. Eventually, he
stopped speaking altogether, and at school, the other students began to isolate
from him. His whole world existed within his own mind, completely.
His only
escape from the silence was a kind hearted English teacher at his high school.
She taught him about the glory of the spoken word, of the beauty in the
classics and in poetry, and she helped him to find a voice. But following her
untimely death before his graduation, his new found voice became nothing more
than a disguise behind which he could hide himself from the world.
Grissom became
a fount of information, and facts, and the beauty he found in those words
translated into nothing more than a parroting behavioral quirk that most mused
about, while others became annoyed. But there was one who found the secret of
his habitual quotations; she broke the codes of his cryptic form of detached
communication, and saw into his heart.
He
reached into the center console for a tissue as he felt yet another dam about
to break in his sinuses, and he realized just how much he missed working with
Sara as well. If she had been in the passenger seat, he would never have been
given the chance to reach for the tissue. Of course, if Sara was with him on
the case, then there were a lot of things he would not have the chance to do,
like concentrate on anything but her.
When they
finally arrived at the site, Grissom delegated the tasks to everyone and the
three got to work on their special favor case. He only hoped that things were
going well back in town.
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“Son of a Bitch!”
“Well, if
you don’t wanna work with me, all you have to do is
say so… There’s no reason to get personal.” Warrick could instantly tell that
Sara was angry about something other than running the gang shooting with him,
but he simply could not resist the temptation to ride her about the outburst.
“What?”
Sara turned back to him with a confused expression on her face. It was obvious
his joke had failed to hit the mark. Realization hit her face and she came back
to her senses. “Sorry… It’s not you, it’s just…” She released a heavy sigh, “I
had plans. They were a longshot, but still…” As her
voice trailed off, Sara glanced down at her watch and seemed to be figuring
something out in her head. “Hey, gimme ten minutes
and I’ll meet you outside. I gotta grab some supplies
and make a call, okay?”
“Yeah,
sure, Sara… Just hurry it up, okay? With Catherine and Grissom taking Nick out
on that special favor call for the Mayor, it’s just you, me and Greggo on the hook for anything that comes up. And Greg’s
already pulled a trick roll and a smash and grab at the hot dog stand tonight.”
She nodded as she walked away, phone in hand, heading towards the Print Lab.
Mandy was
shaken from her manual print comparison by the groan from the slender woman
walking into her lab, and watched as Sara shut her phone with so much force the
thing should have broken from the impact.
“Problem?”
“What?”
Sara seemed startled by her soft question, but the smile on her face made the
woman relax, just a bit. “Sorry, Mandy.” She looked around and nervously asked,
“I’m not interrupting anything, am I?”
“Not
really.” She pushed the print card forward and set her folder down over the top
of it when she turned and asked, “What can I do for you?”
Sara
heaved a sigh and then went into her response, “I really hate to ask this… You
and-” She looked around to check for prying eyes and ears, “Well, you know…
Anyway, you’ve been great through this whole thing, and I hate to ask for
anything else, but I can’t reach Gi-” She stopped herself
just in time, and Mandy nodded that she understood what she meant. “Well, I
just pulled a gang shooting, and um…neither of us is going to be home anytime
soon and we-…”
“I’ll
swing by and get the little guy. He and Sadie can play in the park with the
kids.” Sara’s questioning glance gave Mandy a chance to smile again. She
shrugged and explained, “I’m meeting my sister at the park in-” She looked at
her watch to figure out how much time she had left. “In about three hours.
She’s got some errands to run, and the kids have been dying to play on the
slides over in the park. So, I got stuck watching them while she runs around
town for a couple hours. The dogs can help me keep them entertained.”
“You’re
the best.” Sara turned to leave the lab when she remembered something. “Hey do
you have N-…the spare key?”
Mandy
withdrew the ring of keys with the Aggie key fob dangling from it, jingling it
in the air. “Had to switch cars this morning… Apparently, mine needed some kind of service or something.” She comically
rolled her eyes at the implication that she had failed in her car ownership
duties. When the corner of Sara’s mouth curled up into a smirk, she knew that
her work was done. “Just come and get him after work tomorrow. We’ll enjoy the
doggie slumber party.”
“Thanks again…for everything.” Mandy waved her off as Sara practically jogged out
of the building.
Shaking
her head, Mandy got back to work, wondering how those two were ever going to
get things sorted out with their insane schedules. “Those two are stupid for
each other, but they better wise up soon... Before it’s too
late.”
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Arriving
at the lab, Grissom checked his watch and was delighted to see that they had
actually gotten back right at shift’s end. It was nearly worth the year of his
life that Catherine’s driving cost him, if it meant not disappointing Sara once
again.
Gil
slowly and painfully rolled out of the
When he
reached the back of the
Nick
closed up his phone and waved her off. “Sure thing, Cath!” He opened the door and looked around the lot
suspiciously. If he had not been so concerned about time, or so unbelievably
tired, he would have indulged the younger man, but Gil Grissom had somewhere
else to be.
“Are you
going to open it up, or just continue looking for someone?” Grissom put his
hand on the latch when Nick finally snapped back to his attention.
“Huh? Oh, yeah, sure.” Nick pulled the doors open, and reached in
for a box. When Grissom went to get another box, he stopped him, “I can handle
this, if you want to just run the log book.”
Gil
looked a little shocked at Nick’s gesture, and that was when he realized that
his back had been talking for him. He knew then that he was not doing a very
good job of hiding his discomfort. “It’s fine, Nick… Just a little stiff from the drive.”
“Oh yeah, sure thing, Grissom.” The two men loaded up the evidence and got ready
to take it into the building.
As they
started walking, Grissom was surprised when Nick started to apologize. “Sorry
about being such a pill today. I was just frustrated because I thought we
wouldn’t get back before shift was over, and I had…plans.”
“Yes,
well I can understand that myself.” There was the smallest hint of a grin on
his face as they walked towards the entrance.
“Yeah, sorry about that, too.” Grissom stopped cold at Nick’s second apology.
“Sorry
about what?”
It was
Nick’s turn to stop dead and he turned to face his boss with an ashen look on
his face. “She…didn’t call you?”
Shaking
his head, Grissom tried to make sense of what Nick was saying. “Who called
about what?”
Nick put
his box down on the ground and took the one from Grissom’s hands before he
said, “Maybe you should check your voicemails.”
His hand
instantly went to his phone. He had turned it off when the signal died halfway
to their crime scene, because he decided there was no
point in leaving it on when it was no longer possible to receive calls.
Frustrated by his cold and the pain of trying to sleep on that suicidal couch
at Jim’s, he forgot to plug his phone into the charger after his last shift,
and the low battery alarm started the moment Catherine climbed into the Denali
earlier. Turning it off was also an effective way to get her to stop
complaining about one thing, anyway.
The
moment the phone booted up, it bleated with the sound of waiting voicemails. He
keyed in the proper sequence and codes, only to be greeted by the exasperated
sound of Sara’s disheartened sigh in the all too brief first message. The
second message was more of the same.
By the
time he reached the third message his apprehension was making his pulse
quicken. It was obvious that something was wrong with Sara, and he began to run
through a million horrifying possibilities.
“Gil… Don’t worry.” As was always the case, she
seemed to know what he needed before he did. “Sorry about the first messages, but I’ve gotten called out on a gang
shooting, and with you three out on
some dog and pony show for the Mayor, we’ve had one hell of a night.
Anyway…since I didn’t know when you were going to get back, and who knows when I’ll get done now, I was
worried about who was gonna take care of the boy…
Mandy’s picking him up after work and taking him and Sadie to play with her
sister’s kids in the park.” She paused just long enough for him to wonder
what was in her mind. “I’m sorry about
breakfast…again. Don’t worry about
the boy, he’s staying at Casa de Sadie today, and I’ll get him after work
tomorrow when Mandy and I meet up for the gym. Just get some rest, and try to
take care of yourself, okay? We’ll try again
this weekend.”
He
recognized the distinctive sound of the lab’s security doors opening as the
message continued, and he knew that she was walking outside as she spoke into
the phone. “I’m sorry about this, but
you know how it is… I mis-” The moment she
stopped speaking he heard Warrick’s familiar voice
telling to her to hurry it up. “I gotta go…this weekend, okay?
Bye.” Before the message ended, he heard Warrick razzing her about making
him wait so that she could talk to some boy toy, but that was the least of his
worries.
All of
the air was taken from his sails the moment he heard the resignation in her
voice. He could feel the hopelessness in her message, and it drained the last
of his strength.
“Grissom…
I’ll take care of this stuff. Go on home.” Nick took charge of the evidence and
handed him the keys to the
Walking
back to the truck, he wearily said to himself, “If only there was a home to go
to.”
He most certainly
felt like someone was mocking him, as he stared at the location on Greg’s last
case report. Grissom was lying flat on his back, trying to at least get some
reports reviewed after Catherine kicked him out of the lab.
About
halfway through the last shift of the week, his back began to spasm. He felt it
coming all week; the twinges, the shooting pain when he would lean forward or
tried to bend over, and the general stiffness in everything he did. As he laid on the very same sofa of his demise, he felt every
single day of his nearly fifty-one years. And he knew, without a doubt, that he
was far too old to be couch surfing anymore.
Carefully
reaching over to the coffee table, he dropped the report and fumbled for the
little bottle of pills. He hated taking medication of any kind, and often
waited too long to take even his migraine pills, but when his back hurt this
bad, his only salvation came in the form of those tiny yellow miracles the
pharmaceutical company dubbed Flexeril.
The
widely prescribed muscle relaxant had long been a friend of his. His back
suffered nearly as much as his knees with his profession, and while his back
bore the torture with greater stamina than his knees, when it decided it was
done, there was no reasoning with it. Two days flat on his back, nursing his
wounded pride with his little yellow friends was the only remedy.
As he
placed his latest saviour on his tongue, Brass came
out of the bathroom and called to him. “Hey, are you sure you’re gonna be all right on that damned couch?”
“I just
need to lay flat on a firm surface for the next couple of days… With these,” he
shook the bottle before returning it to the table, “I’ll be just fine. Besides,
why else do you think I’ve kept that ugly yellow monstrosity at my place?”
“I’ve
wondered… But I just figured you a glutton for punishment.” He chuckled at his
old friend’s jibe and waited for the magical pill to do its job as the spasms
became more insistent. “Look, Gil… All evidence to the contrary, I really don’t
mind you staying here, but don’t you think this has gone on long enough?”
“I’m not
the one calling the shots, Jim.” Gil closed his eyes with his quiet confession,
and missed the look of pity on his current housemate’s face.
He heard
the front door open just before Jim called back, “If you need anything…call
Nick. I’m too old to haul your sorry carcass up off the couch.” He waved the
man off as he chuckled at the joke.
With one
final deep sigh, the effects of the wonder drug began to have their way with
him. The spasms began to subside, and sleep soon took over Grissom’s weary
mind.
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“Hey,
Sara,” Mandy called from her lab to the passing woman in the hall. Sara poked
her head in, wearing a tired grin. “I know I said we’d workout this morning,
but…” She hated to ruin the tenuous smile on her friend’s face, but the fact
was that she was just plain exhausted. When she agreed to watch her sister’s
kids at the park, she really had no idea what she was getting herself into.
“Thank
god! I was really dreading the whole thing,” Sara confessed, and they both
laughed at their combined slacker intentions. “This week has just been an
absolute hell on earth. I just want to crash and not move a muscle for the next
two days.”
“I am so
glad you said that.” Mandy pulled on her jacket and smiled brightly with her
obvious relief.
“Hey, I
need to drop this paperwork in Grissom’s office and take care of a couple
things…” Sara gave her that playful look that said more than words could as she
tilted her head towards their supervisor’s office. “You want to just meet at
the coffee shop by your place, and I’ll get the boy from you?”
“Sounds great! I’ll see you there.” With the weight of the world lifted from her
shoulders, Mandy was truly ready to start her weekend. For the first time in
almost two months, neither of them had to work or be on-call, and the last
thing she wanted was to waste any of her energy climbing on an imaginary set of
stairs. She had much better plans for burning calories this weekend.
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Sara
breezed through the hallway on her way to Grissom’s office. Ecklie
had called in some extra help to cover the weekend duty, so the whole shift had
been given a reprieve. However, Sara held no illusions about him doing it out
of the goodness of his own heart. She knew full well that nearly everyone on
graves was about to max out on overtime for the month, and he could not afford
to have to explain that one to the sheriff.
When
Grissom made the announcement before the shift, Catherine had not been able to
help adding her own two cents to the issue. She commented about how that must
have been why they now had three CSI positions being advertised on the
professional bulletin boards. “Funny how the budget suddenly has the room when
it threatens his service ratings,” she said. Catherine was always good for a
snide remark at just the right time.
The only
thing Sara cared about was the fact that she was going to have fourty-eight hours of uninterrupted time to spend actually
trying to fix her relationship with Grissom. Outside of handing out
assignments, and the occasional passing in the halls, she had barely even seen
him in more than a week. Their only real contact had been the strings of voicemails
and trails of post it notes left in the wakes of their overly busy lives.
That was
one of the best parts about living together; at least that way they got to
spend some time together. Most of the time it was only those little moments
here and there; watching a movie in the bedroom, reading reports and journals
in the living room, casual contact in the kitchen as they prepared a meal
together, or just having that wide warm chest to sink into when the evils of
the job robbed her of precious sleep.
She missed
sleeping. In the weeks since their separation, Sara had not really been
sleeping all that much. Most of the time she had fallen back into her old habit
of passing out from utter exhaustion. She would lie in bed for an hour, staring
at the ceiling, turning over to find the empty space in the bed, and beating at
the pillows to try and get comfortable. It had gotten so bad that even Bruno
stopped trying to share the bed with her.
During
one of her mad stomps through the house looking for something to occupy her
mind until she passed out, she found Bruno curled up underneath Gil’s desk,
whimpering. It was too much for her, and she had one of the many breakdowns
experienced during those long weeks since they separated; crying and rocking
the confused and scared puppy until they both collapsed into a heap on the
floor.
Sara was
done with all of the garbage. She planned to finally have it all laid out on
the table this weekend, and they were going to figure this thing out, once and
for all. However, she knew that Gil had been feeling every bit of the
separation as well, especially with that damned cold of his.
She was
all set to go shopping after she met with Mandy, and was planning to make a big
pot of soup for their dinner that night. She was even willing to go so far as
making chicken soup for him (with vegetable stock, of course, and adding the
chicken and extra stock for him after the fact, but still).
The fact
that he even went to the doctor for his cold told her a lot about how bad it
really was, and she had been worrying all week about the effects of the
congestion and infection on his hearing. Sara remembered how much her own ears
hurt the last time she had a sinus infection, and she could hardly bear the
thought of Grissom suffering like that, too.
When she
reached the entry to his office, she took a deep breath and tried to put on her
best smile. She wanted to do whatever it took to make this thing work between
them, and it was time to get down to business.
The smile
immediately faded from her features when she turned the corner and found Brass
rummaging through Gil’s desk with a painful scowl on his face. He looked up as
she stepped into the office and the frustration in his expression gave wings to
her worry.
“What’re you
doing here?” Her voice sounded so small in her own ears, and carried the weight
of the world in it.
Jim set
his jaw squarely, and prepared to do something that he was obviously not happy
about. “What you should be doing.”
Confused,
she looked around the office and found no trace of the man who occupied it
night and day. “Where’s Grissom?”
She could
see the surprise, followed instantly by the barest hint of embarrassment
coloring his cheek. “You don’t know?”
“Know
what?! Jim, what’s hap-” She was ramping up into a full on hysterical fit when
Jim closed the distance between them and held up his hand to silence her.
She was
already shaking when he left her side to close the door and afford them a small
amount of privacy. “Everything’s fine… Mostly.”
That was
not the answer she needed to hear. “Jim, where’s Gil?”
Jim took
her hand in his, and placed the other on her shoulder. “He’s back at my place.
Nothing happened, he’s just having a rough time with
his back.” Her whole body unclenched with his explanation.
“Don’t do
that!” She slapped his hands away and fell back into the couch with a sigh of
relief. “You had me about to crawl out of my skin!”
Brass
watched the relief flood into her features, and it made what he was about to do
exceptionally hard. He had long stood by, silently watching the two of them
floundering under the weight of their pasts, and their half-assed attempts at
being regular people under the ridiculous delusion that it would make their
relationship easier. Someone needed to beat some sense into their thick skulls,
and with those little pills of his, Gil was in no shape to even understand what
a beating was. Besides, the poor bastard
feels bad enough already.
“Is that
what you need to stop this crap?” His words came out even harsher than he
thought they would, but the expression on her face told him that he hit is mark
dead on.
“What?!”
“Do you
need him to suffer for a while longer, or are you waiting for him to completely
fall apart before you’re willing to really do something about this whole mess?
I just want to know,” Brass launched into the all out conniption fit he had
been suppressing for weeks. “Because, after all, it is my couch that’s tearing
his back to shreds, and it’s my bourbon he’s using to get any sleep at all, and
it’s all of our friendships that are being tested to the limits, because
neither of you is willing to pull your head out of your ass long enough to see
that you’re losing the only other person in this screwed up world who could put
up with your bullshit and still come out smiling like a goofy teenager.”
The shock
was still firmly on her face when he finished off his rant with the last bit of
advice he had to offer. “I mean, it’s not like it took you very long to get it
sorted out the first time, and you’ve both got plenty of time to go another
ten, twenty years running in circles around each other, mocking fate and trying
to pretend you don’t belong together thanks to some stupid shit in your pasts
that has made the both of you emotional pre-schoolers.”
His chest
was heaving a little with the exertion of releasing all of that pent up rage,
but the tear that trickled down the side of her face, and the unshed ones
making her eyes glassy and infinitely sad tugged at his heart. It all made the
last words even more painful, but he had to say them if he was going to live
with himself any longer. “Whatever it is, Sara, it’s not going to get any
better without him, because I know damn good and well he’ll never be any better
without you.” He took a tissue from the box and handed it to her. “You need
each other, kid, and there’s just no gettin’ around
that fact. So just accept it, and move the hell on.”
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His eyes refused
to open, but he was slowly coming up out of the fog of muscle relaxants,
decongestants and pain relievers. It was a strange, somewhat dissociative
experience, and it was wreaking havoc on his ability to connect with his
conscious mind. Somewhere in the depths of his chemically altered mind, he knew
that there was something he needed to do, but was having trouble remembering
much beyond the slow, and greatly diminished twitches that were emanating from
his lower back.
At a
painfully slow rate of speed, he began to recognize that his body felt entirely
too warm. He wondered if the slight sense of delirium was being caused by a
fever that had been added to the mix, but then he realized that the warmth
seemed to be centered on his back. And that was the truly bizarre part of the
equation, because when he exhaled a slow, deep breath he felt the air passing
over something soft and finally realized that he was lying on his stomach.
Added to that was the fact that the surface upon which he laid was not a hideous
plaid, nor was it firm to the point of being nearly rock hard.
As his
body drew air into his lungs through his nostrils he was instantly assailed
with the aroma of lavender and wintergreen permeating the air around him. The
whole thing was entirely confusing, but he simply did not possess the ability
to process the mysterious information filtering into his disoriented brain. The
more he tried to decipher the meaning of the things assaulting his senses, the
more he succumbed to their affects, and soon he was drifting back down into the
realms of unconsciousness.
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Gradually,
he began to feel his mind rising from the depths of slumber, gently bringing
him back to the surface of consciousness. His body seemed to have ended its
attempts to finish him off, and he woke to a calm that had been missing from
his life for far too long. He pulled in a deep, cleansing breath and for the
first time in weeks, most of it made the trip through his nostrils. He had almost
forgotten what it felt like to actually breathe, unencumbered by congestion and
swelling. With the exhale of air, a peaceful sigh floated out from his relaxed
lips.
He was on
his back, but he was completely enveloped in soft linens, surrounded by plump
pillows and he could detect the scent of eucalyptus wafting through the air. He
inhaled again, his eyes still closed, as he tried to smoothly rouse his mind
and body from the last vestiges of his drug induced sleep. This time, he caught
the distinct aroma of a rich black tea from off in the distance. It was at that
point he almost believed he was dreaming.
Reaching
up to clear the sleep from his eyes, Grissom suddenly realized that a warm
cloth was covering them. When he removed it, the scent of eucalyptus became
more obvious, and he wondered how it got there. He never imagined that Brass
was that much of a caregiver, and certainly not after the nightmare his term on
the couch had been so far.
Once the
washcloth was removed from his eyes, the lids fluttered in preparation for the
harsh light of the living room at Brass’ house. Instead, he found the subtle
lighting of a darkened room that seemed bizarrely familiar to him. The walls
were a soft, pale blue, and the lights were dimmed, giving the whole room a hushed,
comfortingly warm glow. And when he looked down at his chest, he found that he
was covered in an oversized paisley comforter as he rested on the left side of
a huge bed.
For a
split second, he thought he might have died and gone to heaven. He would have
been quite happy with that conclusion, but the reality was about to send him
completely over the edge.
To his
left, he faintly heard a door open, and he slowly turned his head to the side
to find the source of the sound. When he did, it would have been all but
impossible to remove the smile that worked its way onto his face.
He
watched as a robed figure slipped in through the doorway, with her back to him.
His sparkling eyes following every movement, he observed as she ever so quietly
tried to make her way through the bedroom carrying a tray topped precariously
with china cups and a pot of tea. He could smell the richly brewed Golden
Tipped Assam tea as the steam escaped the pot, but there was also a hint of
citrus blended into the aromas now floating through the room with the exquisite
woman carrying them to the opposite side of the bed.
When she
turned to set the tray upon a little table next to the bed, the dimmed lights
caught her silken robe and made it shine with her movements. He almost believed
that the delirium really had taken his mind as her entire form radiated
perfection to him, but then she turned to the bed and the smile that rose on
her face told him, without a doubt, that no dream of fever induced delusion
could reproduce the sheer brilliance and beauty of that smile.
“There
you are.”
Her words
sounded like a symphony to his ears, and they kicked off a bubble of warmth
that was building in his chest. He was still unsure if he could believe his eyes,
and so he answered her with great trepidation, “Here I am… I think. If here is where I think it is.”
She
nearly giggled at his confusion, and he knew that if this truly was heaven, he
no longer feared death in any way. “Yes, it’s where you think it is.” Sara
turned her attention back to the tray and continued, “I guess those pills
really are pretty strong, huh?”
Since
waking, he had not felt a single twinge in his back, and with the relief of the
pressure from his sinuses, he assumed he could take on the world, so rising
from the bed should not have been out of the question. However, when he placed
his palms flat on the bed and got ready to push himself up, Sara whipped around
and cried out. “Don’t you dare!”
“I was
just go-”
“I know
exactly what you were going to do,” He suddenly felt like he was five years
old, and he was being scolded for some evil deed like avoiding a bath.
The whole
experience was surreal, and as they enjoyed a simple breakfast of tea and
cranberry citrus muffins, he was further convinced that his reality had slipped
away. He made a mental note to speak with the doctor about the possibility of
hallucinations when mixing the medications he was currently taking, but for the
moment he would simply enjoy the delusion for the fantasy it truly was and bask
in the glow of a pharmaceutical haze. Later, when he woke to the incessant pain
of his back and the pounding headache he now associated with his sinus
infection, he would at least have the memory of his most perfect dream.
He closed
his eyes for a moment, hoping to commit every second of his time with her to
his indelible memory banks, but he felt Sara’s weight leave the bed and he
instantly opened them again. “Where are you going?”
She sat
back down and put her hand over his, squeezing it gently. “You need to rest.”
Her smile beamed down at him, and he was comforted by it.
In that
moment, he was sure the delusion was coming to an end, and he was desperate to
do anything to keep it going. He had not realized just how much he missed his
life with Sara until it played out in idyllic splendor around him. After
spending so many years alone, he thought he would be able to deal with the
separation, believing and hoping it was only a temporary condition. But it had
been dragging on for weeks, with no end in sight, and his will had been tested
to its very limits.
That part
of him which hid in the shadows of his heart,
frightened of feeling the pain of loss again, emerged from a dark corner and
whispered its fears to him. “You aren’t going to leave me alone, are you?” His
voice made him feel like that terrified little boy again when the words left
his lips, but it was not his voice. It was the voice of his heart.
Sara
scooted closer to his side and ran her hand up along his arm until she brought
it over his shoulder and then laid it over his cheek, pausing to feel the skin
there before placing the back of her hand over his forehead. “Are you okay?”
She held her hand there for another moment before she brushed the hair away
from his forehead and gave him a gentle smile. “You don’t feel warm… What’s
wrong?”
His
breathing quickened, and the fear gripped him tightly. “You were leaving… I
don’t want you to leave. Please? I’m not ready, yet.” He could feel Sara’s
fingers stroking his face and he leaned into her touch. “I don’t want the dream
to end…not yet. I need just a little more time before I go back.”
“What are
you talking about?” She opened his eyes and looked deep into them, as though
she was trying to see his soul. “Your eyes aren’t dilated, your pulse isn’t
racing, your temperature seems okay…” Sara continued
to check him over as she spoke and he became even more confused.
Why was his hallucination checking
his pulse?
“I don’t think
it’s those stupid pills, but I better call Doc anyway. Just lay still, okay?”
She tried to pull away from him, but he reached out for her arm to keep her
there. “Gil, I’m just gonna make a call. I’m not
going anywhere.” She put one hand on his chest and he clutched it to him,
hoping it would keep the dream intact a little while longer. She leaned up and
placed her warm, tender lips on his forehead. “I promise… I’ll only be a
minute.”
And just
like that, she was gone from his sight. Gil attempted to follow her path, but
his back stiffened when he tried to rise up from the bed. He feared that the
pain would wake him from the hallucination, so he was forced to wait for her
return.
In his
mind, he began to count off the seconds, trying to keep his focus on the dream,
but his eyes grew heavy. With each second he counted, his eyes closed. Soon, he
began to lose track of the seconds, and the time his lids remained closed grew
longer. Finally, he succumbed to the unconsciousness again, leaving him to
sleep peacefully, as a tear fell down the side of his face to stain his pillow.
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Gingerly
closing the bedroom door behind her, Sara motioned for Doc Robbins to keep
walking down the hall. Once they made it into the living room she looked to
their trusted friend to explain the situation.
Shaking
his head, Doc did not seem to have the answers she was looking for, “I don’t
know what to tell you, Sara… It’s not the pills. He’s only had two since Jim
got the prescription filled at four this morning. That’s only ten milligrams
in…” He looked at his watch and counted back the hours, “In fifteen hours. For
a man of his size, that’s just not enough to cause any of the overdose symptoms
you’re worrying about. His heart rate, BP and temperature are all normal, his
eyes aren’t dilated, and he doesn’t appear to be dehydrated. He’s not taking
anything that’s contraindicative to the Flexeril, and
he’s taken the stuff many times before, so I know it’s not an allergic
reaction.”
Sara
wrapped her arms around herself and took on a defensive posture. “Then explain
his behavior?”
Doc
shrugged, “The man’s been sick for weeks, he’s in a lot of pain, and he’s been
living on Brass’ couch, subsisting on pizza, bourbon and Jim’s dry wit for
several weeks. I’d be a complete wreck, too!” He took a step forward and placed
a hand on her shoulder. “He needs rest, fluids, his meds and some
understanding.” She hung her head with his words.
He turned
to make his way to the front door when he twisted back around, leaning heavily
on his crutch to say, “Just take care of him, Sara… The rest’ll
work itself out. Believe me…I know.”
A shy
smile cracked her worried face and she nodded her head. “Thanks, Doc. And I
appreciate the house call…on both accounts.”
She
followed him to the door and thanked the man again. When Sara turned to walk
toward the kitchen, the land line began to ring. Worried the sound would wake
Gil from his much needed sleep, she practically dove for the phone. She managed
to lift it from the base just as the third ring was about to sound.
“Hello!”
“It’s just me… Nuthin’
to get so excited about, Sar.”
She
laughed at the Texan’s answer. “Sorry, Nick… I was trying to keep the phone
from waking him up.”
“Ah, so the coma patient is still
unresponsive?”
“Not exactly.” Sara looked back toward the bedroom with a worried expression on her
face. “He was awake for a little bit earlier… Well, at least I think he was
awake.”
“Got a little ‘Valley of the
Dolls’ action goin’ on?”
She found
it interesting that after only a few words from Nick, her anxiety was already
on the way out. “Something like that.”
“Well, ya
know… Doc’s the one who slipped him the script. So, why don’t you give him a
call and as-”
She stopped
him before he could finish, “Doc just left actually… I was starting to wonder
if maybe you’d dropped Gil on his head or something.”
Nick’s
laughter did wonders to help her relax a little more. “Only in the name of friendship. Someone had to knock some sense into the
bug man… Especially after Brass put you through the wringer, it was all I had
left.”
“So, this
was some twisted form of tag teaming?”
“Yeah, right! The World Forensics Wrestling Federation.” They both collapsed into
comfortable laughter, as Sara tried to keep the noise down on her end of
things.
“You know
what, I’m glad you called… I really wanted to thank you for helping me get him
home.”
“Don’t sweat it, Sara. Seriously…I
was happy to help. I just never imagined carrying my boss to bed would be in
the job description of being your friend.” She practically snorted to keep the laughter in
check. “Though, I gotta
admit… It was worth it to see Grissom all drugged up and droolin’.
Makes the man a little more human, ya know.”
“You’re
asking for it, buddy.” Sara’s brow raised from habit,
even though she knew he could not see it.
“Yeah, I know, I know. The mama bear’s got
him back in the nest, so no more picking on the big man.” He paused for a
moment before he finally added, “All
kidding aside, Sara… I really do hope everything works out with you two. You deserve to be happy, and when you strip
away all the other stuff, the man makes you smile. Ya
just gotta figure out how to get past that other stuff, ya
know?”
“Thanks,
Nicky… I appreciate it. And tell Mandy thanks for letting you take my Monday
shift.”
“Let nothin’!
I can make my own-”
She could hear another voice in the background. “Uh, I have to go do my homework now, so I can’t play anymore.”
Sara recognized the sound of a well-landed hand onto the muscular Texan’s arm. “Have a good one, Sar.
I’ll see you Tuesday.”
“You too,
Nick… Bye.” As she softly dropped the phone back onto the base, she turned the
volume down on the ringer and chuckled. She was lucky to have such great
friends.
Sara was
about to head back to the kitchen when she heard something in the bedroom. As
soon as she recognized the cry of pain, Sara halted her course and took off at
a dead run down the hall.
Throwing
open the door, she was shocked to find Gil half on the bed, the comforter
tossed onto the floor, and his body covered in a fine sheen of sweat.
After
Nick and Jim had gotten him into the bed and left, Sara stripped his clothes
off and set him up in the bedroom with an oil treatment for his back. When she
finally managed to work the knots out of his lower back, she slipped a thick
sheet of metal between the mattress and box-spring on his side of the bed to
firm it up, and then rolled him over to lie flat on this back. Knowing how
easily he would roll to his side in his sleep, she planted pillows all around
him after she covered him up in the sheets.
Watching
him fight against the pressure in his sinuses as he fitfully slept, Sara
decided to put together an oil rub for his chest, too. When she was done, the
whole room was filled with the scents of lavender, rosemary, wintergreen and
eucalyptus. And she was completely covered in the stuff.
Needing
to clean up, Sara figured she had just enough time to jump in the shower before
he would come around from the medication cocktail Doc Robbins had cooked up for
him.
When Gil
failed to do more than behave like a mindless zombie as they transported him
from Jim’s place to the townhouse, she called Doc to ask him what in the world
he had given Gil for his back. She was furious with the man when she learned
the real reason for his state of mind (or lack thereof).
Knowing
that Gil would try to keep going, Doc gave him a mild mix of Vicodin and Flexeril to
completely incapacitate the stubborn man. She knew that Doc Robbins meant well,
and that he knew his friend better than most, but she was still very upset by
his deception. He took away the one thing Gil valued above everything else; his
mind.
Finding
him trying to get out of the bed in his condition, covered in sweat, as she
entered the bedroom, Sara was almost convinced that he really was having a
reaction to the medication. But as she tried to calm herself and think
rationally, she knew that it had been nearly eight hours since the last pill
was taken. Logic told her to look for another answer.
She
instantly moved to the side of the bed where he appeared to have attempted to
get out. With an arm shakily holding the nightstand and a leg thrown over the
end of the mattress, his foot on the floor, he was in utter agony, and Sara
suddenly understood that he was in unbearable pain from the maneuver.
“Gil!”
Sara rushed to him and tried to keep him from moving any further.
At the
sound of her voice, his eyes flew around the room until they found her
terrified face. He managed to strangle out a single word through his clenched
teeth, “Sara?”
“You
shouldn’t have done that.” She tried to support some of his weight in her
hands, but it was too much for her. She positioned herself under the pit of his
arm and moved to hold the weight of his upper body with her shoulders. “Can you
hold onto me so I can get you back into bed?”
Words
failed him, so he let go of the nightstand and clutched her shoulders with his
right arm. The pain was more than he could ever imagine, but he paid it no
attention, because he was holding himself up with Sara’s body. Unless his
hallucinations decided to take him through a confusing and cruel nightmare, he
could not imagine feeling such pain when he slept, while still having Sara to
anchor onto.
Sara managed
to maneuver his upper body back into the bed with a final heave. She had never
been as grateful as she was in that moment for the fact that Nick had shamed
her into weight training once a week when they met at the gym. Without those
sessions with him, she never would have been able to lift Gil back into the
bed. It was just one more thing for her to be thankful about in her friendship
with Nick.
As she
rolled him back into place on the bed, she felt something damp on her sleeve.
At first she thought it was merely because of Gil’s sweating, but what she
found surprised her nearly speechless. The dampness on her sleeve and on the
hand she brought up to his cheek came from his tears.
“Sara?”
She shook
her head, not understanding where the tears had come from. “What is it, baby?
Are you in pain?” She turned to seek out the regular Flexeril
prescription she left on the bathroom counter, but he wrapped his hand solidly
around her arm and kept her from moving. “I’m just gonna
get you something for the pain.”
“Don’t
go.” The terror in his voice was shocking.
The only
thing Sara could think to do, in an effort to calm him down was to stroke his
cheek with her free hand. “Baby, I just need to get your pills from the
bathroom. I’ll be right back, okay?”
“I…” He
collapsed into the bed when the spasm took over his senses, and distorted his
features.
Sara
wasted no time in getting the pills from the bathroom. She quickly took the cap
off the bottle and tapped one of the pills into her palm. Rushing to the bed,
she reached back behind his head with her one hand to hold him up. Sara placed
the pill on his tongue and grabbed for the water bottle on the nightstand.
Carefully tipping it up to his lips, she got him to take a drink and swallow
the pill.
Taking
the washcloth from the basin beside the bed, she wrung it out and then wiped it
over his brow, around his face, and worked to clean the sweat and cool him down
as they waited for the spasms to subside. As she tried to soothe him with the
cool washcloth, Sara wracked her brains to think of something else to do to
help him and aide the process of relaxing the spasming
muscles in his back.
She
suddenly remembered the heat packs sitting in the kitchen. Sara was about to
run to the kitchen for the packs when Gil grabbed her arm, and kept her from
moving again. “It’s okay… I’m just going to get something from the kitchen.”
“Don’t
leave me.” The desperation in his voice frightened her. She was about to
explain to him what she was doing, but he stopped her cold with his next words.
“Please, don’t leave me, Sara… I don’t care about being awake. I don’t want the
dream to end. I just can’t live without you anymore.”
That was
when Sara’s whole world began to melt around her; he was not delirious, he was
just confused by the drugs and the pain. The pain was not solely coming from
the spasms in his back, but from the pain of their separation. That was what
was cutting through him with far more damage than any common injury.
She took
his hand from her arm and brought it to her face. “Gil? I need you to look at
me.” He squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his jaw, as though he was afraid
that looking into her eyes would end it all. “Gil! Look at me, baby.”
With his
hand held to her face, he felt a prickle of hope growing in his chest, but her
insistent words pulled his attention away from the agonizing pain in his body.
When he felt the moisture touch his fingertips, his eyes shot open as he
realized a dream would not wet his fingers with Sara’s hot tears.
“Gil!
Look at me!” He was nothing more than a vessel for her will at that point, and
his eyes moved to hers, where he found the most glorious sight.
“Gil… I
am right here, and you are home. We’re not going anywhere, baby. Do you understand
me?” He could only nod his head, blinking away the tears from his eyes as he
drank in the caring and concern pouring out from her.
“Good…
Now listen up, okay?” He nodded again, knowing that he would do anything she
asked at that point.
“Whatever
happens, we’re gonna have to do it together… Got it?”
He nodded once more, content that she was there, and he did not have to die to
know her presence again.
Eventually,
she was able to get him to calm down enough that she could actually attend to
him. She made sure that he had taken all the right medications. She got him to
drink a mug full of broth. And when the spasms subsided, she worked the rest of
the knots out of his back with the same oil treatment.
After
cleaning up again, Sara found him resting peacefully upon their bed.
She was
completely exhausted, and when she looked at the clock to see that it was
nearly ten at night, she understood why. Sitting down upon the opposite end of
the bed, her hands planted in the mattress on either side of her hips, Sara slumped her shoulders as the full effects of the day, the
week, and the whole sordid ordeal had finally taken their toll. Her head fell
in front of her, and she released a deep, frustrated sigh.
She was
about to push herself off of the bed when a thick, warm hand touched the small
of her back. “Everything’s okay, Gil… Go back to sleep.”
Sara
turned back to look at him when there was no response, making certain that he
was okay, and instead she found a concerned look on his face. “What about you?”
She shied
away from his attention and tried to play it off. “I’m just getting ready for
my second win-”
“Sara…”
The tone of his voice was unmistakable. “You need to sleep. We can’t both get
sick.”
Nodding,
she knew that he was right. She just needed to throw on some clothes and set up
the couch for the night. “And don’t even think about that couch… You might be
younger than me, but that thing makes Jim’s couch feel like a warm hug.”
Laughing,
Sara felt something that had been missing from her world for weeks. It was more
than just Gil; it was their connection, the subtleties of their bizarre
relationship, their twisted senses of humor. She looked back again and asked,
“Do you have any suggestions?”
Dragging
his hand across the empty portion of the bed, he smirked, “Well, seeing as I
have been effectively corralled over here…you’d be missing out on a once in a
lifetime chance to sleep in the bed without being pushed out by a restless bed
hog.”
His words
gave life to a warmth that spread out from her belly
and filled her completely. For the first time in weeks, Sara felt like she was
making the right choices. It was also the moment she realized just how right
Brass had been. They needed each other, and there was just no way around it.
She got up
from the bed and crossed to the dresser. Pulling out one of his myriad of
random college t-shirts, she slipped it over her head and let it fall onto her
body. Tossing the towel into the hamper, she turned back to the bed.
As she
crawled up to lay beside him on the bed, Gil held out his arm for her head.
Curling into the pillows at his side, Sara felt his hand begin to stroke the
section of her back where it rested, and she pulled the comforter over the both
of them.
She was
just getting settled in when Gil cleared his throat, and she knew there was
something he wanted to say. “Something on your mind?”
“I know
we haven’t magically fixed anything…but can I ask what changed your mind about
staying apart?” She could feel him tensing as he waited for her answer.
She
pushed up and laid a gentle kiss on his cheek before she snuggled back into the
covers and said, “Well, is that before or after Brass handed me my ass this
morning?”
“He
didn’t?!” Gil was shocked by her confession.
“Don’t
worry, he didn’t tell me anything I didn’t already know… I guess I just needed
it delivered with a black jack before it got through my thick skull.” Her quiet
laughter told him that she really was okay with the incident.
She
brought her left hand up through the covers and laid it in the center of his
chest. “It was good though, because it made me understand something about you
and me.”
Gil
placed his hand over hers on his chest and asked, “And what’s that?”
“That we
have to figure this relationship out together…” She smiled with her final
thought, “We’re just not smart enough to do any of it on our own.”
The
laughter that erupted from his body was enough to shake the entire bed. It also
managed to tighten the muscles in his back just enough to cause a small spasm.
Sara bolted
straight up out of the bed and asked, “What do you need?”
Reaching
out, he guided her back into the bed as he shook his head. “Nothing at all…” He
rolled her into his side with his left arm and he explained, “As long as you
stay right here, I have everything I need.”
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A/N2: For the record… This time all of
the “locations” were real places in